Steph's Creative Journey: Mother's Day

When I uploaded my 'Draw my life' video a few weeks back, I got no idea how my mum would respond after watching it. She didn't talk to me for a day and I wondered if she is angry at me for exposing how negative she was? Is she angry with me because her daughter is no virgin like she thought I should be? Or perhaps upset about the trauma during my previous relationship? I got no clue till the next day when my father told me that she is very sad and felt that she destroyed my life.

That afternoon I went home and told her that I don't blame her for anything that had happened. She told me that back then, she didn't know how to teach me about sexuality and had nobody to ask for help. Back then, all my cousins were boys from my mum's side and mostly younger than me, whereas on my dad's side cousins were older and of mixed gender. She said that it didn't occur to her that she could ask my Godmother/Aunt for help.
But what difference would it make anyway? We live in a conservative society. So I just told her not to blame herself, whats done is done. We should perhaps work out a way to educate my younger cousins, to prevent these from happening right?

I don't blame my mother, or anyone. I only have myself to blame.

So for mother's day, I got her a scent diffuser from iwannagohome @ParkwayParade.

Look who decided to pose with the gift lol

Wanted to get her Rose scent but the boyfriend said its such a weird scent. So I bought the 'Boss' scent instead which remind me of my bro's playboy perfume.
When I presented it to her the first thing she said was 'Why didn't you buy Rose? I like rose, this one smells like your brother.' -_-
I didn't tell her about the rose scent. I should have gotten the rose scent since I knew she like scented roses. But she liked the gift and thanked me anyway.

Brought Barney to the vet this afternoon for his annual vaccine.
Was shocked to find out that he put on weight from 12kg to 15.8kg! omg... We only feed him once a day, I think it's time to cut down on treats and go for more walks.

Getting some love from daddy (I designed his tee if you were wondering)

After dinner at a nearby market place, dad drove us to Punggol Waterway for a walk in the park! It was our first time there and it sure made Barney exhausted!